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Showing posts with label birthday. Show all posts

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Njangu wolof, francais, cosaan ak koor.




Njangu wolof, francais, cosaan ak koor 
My studies of wolof, french, tradition/customs and Ramadan.


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This is my first blog post as a Boren Fellow (more about my plan abroad) and my first blog post as part of my ‘practicum phase’ for my masters program at SIT Graduate Institute.


The on-campus phase of my graduate program came and went as if it was “one long night”..just as one of our professors had warned us it would be during orientation back in August. I felt as if as soon as my boxes were unpacked, my walls decorated and I was moved into the “Sunflower House”, I had to begin repacking my things into boxes and mentally prepare myself to spend exorbitant amounts of money to ship my life to my sister’s house for storage (thank you, Hanna!). Similar to adjusting to cold bucket showers, I’ve also gotten used to letting go of unnecessary material belongings.


But this is the life of a vagabond.
Or perhaps I’m transitioning to a “development” professional?
Either way, this is the life I have chosen.
This is the life I want.


And to be honest, I secretly enjoy both of these things...the cold bucket showers and lack of material possessions (except my books, I cant part with those).


The weeks after leaving Brattleboro and SIT were spent in Wisconsin visiting family and in New England with friends from school. Soon it was time for the Convocation and Orientation for the Boren Fellowship in DC. To say the least, this was an interesting three-day experience and I’m not really sure what I was expecting to get. It was a mix of government propaganda, basic study abroad orientation, advice on how to not become a spy against the US government and a dash of “big brother is watching you” rhetoric. 
Me and Carl (friend from SIT) at the Boren Orientation. He's going to Brazil!
In all honesty, I didn’t learn anything from this experience and was overall disappointed by the entire seminar. I felt the money could have been better spent elsewhere. However, I do understand that these fellows (graduate/doctoral students) and scholars (undergraduate students) have varying levels of experiences and expectations and I’m sure NSEP and Boren did the best that they could. One conclusion I came to which I constantly remind myself of even now as I am in Florida is this: for some, this is a semester study abroad/exchange program and even the first time out of the US…but for others, this is a professional development opportunity that will likely launch them into their career and even published research. On a personal note, I’ve become more aware of my need to be accepting of this difference and the variety of people participating in the program.


For once in my life, I am "the old person"
And I am learning a lot.

Everyone has scooters here - its really exciting and I am jealous.

African Flagship Language Initiative at University Florida-Gainesville

My first impressions of Gainesville and UF: hot; sticky; lots of alcohol; party town; flat; rape culture (may do another post about this soon); hot; generally privileged population (UF); massive school. After a couple of weeks, the area really started to grow on me, but then again maybe I just like the way a tan looks on me. I’m subletting from a bunch of fraternity guys and living with four other students who are all part of the AFLI program (two going to Tanzania for Swahili and two going to Mozambique for Portuguese). The neighborhood is great; the apartment is the most bougie place I’ve ever lived and its walking distance to my classes and some cafes for study time!


Class Photo: (L to R) Jacky, Brenda, Olivia, Kayla, Me and Oumar.
I came to Gainesville for a seven-week intensive language study of Advanced French and Survival Wolof. I am in this class with four other women of which I am the oldest: two fellows and three scholars. Of the seven weeks program – the first and last week will be spent on Wolof and the middle five are French. After the first week of Wolof, I was able to introduce myself, my friends and members of my family while giving a very little background of where I come from and what I do. I can negotiate a taxi price (très importante!) and go through basic salutations. Salutations are so important in Senegal, you must always be sure to greet everyone! Wolof is the most common language in Senegal while French, the language of the colonizer, is used more in formal settings (ie: school, business, government).

Without any delay, we dove right into Senegalese culture, politics and history by picking up our first novel, “Une Si Longue Lettre” (So Long a Letter) by Mariama Ba – this book is sometimes referred to as the feminist manifesto of Senegal and was written in the post independence era. It depicts several strong female characters while giving an honest critique of polygamy, a practice that is still very common in Senegal today. A heart-string pulling fiction, I recommend this book to anyone interested in stories of love, friendship, independence and liberation through the eyes of Senegalese women. They have a translated version!


Our class is about to finish our second book, “La Greve des Battu” (The Beggars Strike) by Aminata Sow Fall and will begin our last book, “Le Ventre de l'Atlantique” (The Belly of the Atlantic) by Fatou Diome, next week. 



Several months ago I found an article (totally worth reading!) and a video (totally worth watching!) showing Fatou Diome as she eloquently and fearlessly detailed the "migrant crisis" in Europe (mostly in the Atlantic and Mediterranean). Explaining the hypocritical stance France has taken towards its immigrants, she states, “If they were Whites, the whole Earth would be shaking now. Instead, it’s Blacks and Arabs who are dying and their lives are cheaper.” Low and behold, during the first week of classes I not only find out that we will be reading her book on migration/immigration but also that my instructor, Oumar Ba, was the author of the article I read months ago!! 

In the last couple of years I’ve began to realize how often we (as Westerners, those from “developed countries”) read about people and situations through the lens of people just like us. What do I mean by this? I mean that our history books in school, talking about the Trail of Tears and Jim Crow Era are written by white people (usually males) which gives an extremely limited and often distorted viewpoint. When reading, we read books written by Americans and Europeans (usually men): the knowledge keepers, the knowledge creators and the knowledge protectors (For more on this – read Michel Foucault’s Power/Knowledge). For example, when I tried to find books and articles online about Senegal, the most popular results were those written by white men and women who in essence – went to Senegal – collected information – came back to their respective countries – and wrote a book which defined what Senegal is and who Senegalese people are. That is not ok. To be clear, I am not saying this knowledge doesn’t have value (it does!) – but it’s important to realize its limitations and to fill those gaps with the words of the actual people you are reading about.


For this reason and many more, I was immediately thrilled to have Oumar as our instructor for the summer. Not only was he Senegalese and gave us three books written by Senegalese authors, but they were written by Senegalese women! An even more marginalized and unheard group. Throughout our course thus far, we have watched movies by Ousman Sembene (the father of African Cinema), learned about people like Annette Mbaye d'Erneville (the first Senegalese with a degree in Journalism), the influential political M23 movement, including Y'en A Marre! (We're fed up!) and Touche Pas Ma Constitution! (Dont touch my constitution!) as well as watched countless Senegalese and/or West African music videos everyday giving us a taste of the nightlife and traditional music before we go.


One story that stood out to me was the story of “The Women of Nder”. A tragic and powerful story which took place in 1819 in Nder, a village in the North of Senegal. This village, as like many others during this time, had a history of resisting and falling victim to the Moore warriors and slave trade. While the men of Nder were off fighting the Moores one day, a woman saw another group of the Moore warriors crossing the river on their way to Nder. They knew what awaited them, the same fate of their mothers and grandmothers before them, a life of enslavement and shame. Instead of giving up – they sent the elders and children to hid in a nearby fields and armed themselves with everything they could find to fight off the warriors! They won the first attack, but they knew a second was coming and that it would be too much for them to handle. The women of the village decided they would rather take death and honor than slavery. Collectively, the women burned themselves in a massive fire before the Moores arrived to take them captive.


This story and so many others we have read/watched highlight the long-standing Senegalese tradition of resistance, preservation and dignity.


The best part about all of this learning = ALL of it is done in French!!


Reading our book French book while waiting for our drinks and food to come.
We also have conversation partners we meet with three nights a week who also double as our "host family" for two weekends throughout the program. Our get together was on my birthday (June 27th) and because it was during the holy month of Ramadan (June 18 - July 16), we decided to wait until Baye (our conversation partner) was ready to break fast for the day. Traditionally in Senegal, fast is broken everyday with Ndoogu, a special celebration and meal that is usually comprised of fried dough of some sort, dates and other small snacks along side of bissap (hibiscus juice), tea and/or coffee, followed by evening prayers and then a larger meal.

Our weekend "host family" with Baye - Celebrated with an Ndoogu!

This year for Ramadan, I decided to fast once a week. Starting on a Thursday June 18th, I allowed myself water during the day but the following two weeks I had no water (and obviously no food). This last week I missed the day of fasting because we had free food for orientation (I couldn't miss that) so I shall make it up next week, the last week, by doing two. Friday is Eid al-Fitr which marks the end of Ramadan and the breaking of fast. While I'm in Senegal next year, I will more than likely fast for the entire month as the majority of the country (95% of the population is Muslim) will be fasting.

Center for African Studies at UF and Potential of a PhD


After a couple of weeks here at the University of Florida-Gainesville, it finally dawned on me why Boren sent all of us here to learn these languages. The Center for African Studies, the department that hosts the AFLI Program I am studying with, is one of the largest (if not thee largest) African research institutions in the US! The Center has over 100-affiliated teaching and research faculty in several disciplines (e.g.: languages, humanities, agriculture, business, engineering, law and more). They produce the African Studies Quarterly and have tons of opportunities for Masters/Doctoral degrees, funding and research/professional development opportunities. I’ve been thinking about a PhD sometime in the future, but didn’t know where to start looking since I had always went to smaller schools. Like they say, everything happens for a reason so I’ve decided to make some connections here and look more into the programs they offer for the future.


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I also had my 26th birthday in Gainesville!! My best friend Sarah come up from Southern Florida to visit, I had some friends at my house for drinks and hooka then took off to the club for some dancing!






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I leave for Senegal in 27 days.
I plan to stay for 18 months.
I’ve been working on a country profile for Senegal; hope to have that done soon.
I’ve also been working on a bucket list of things I want to do in Senegal, just like that one for Cameroon


"We know of course there's really no such thing as the 'voiceless'. There are only the deliberately silenced, or the preferably unheard."
- Arundhati Roy


Wednesday, July 17, 2013

The difference a table can make...






You can use a table for an assortment of things...eating, studying, shelving things, even sitting on top of and so much more. I realized the importance of a table while at university - I can get nothing, and I mean nothing, done without a table...and a chair and headphones to block out noise so I can work or course. This is one piece of furniture that has been at the top of my list since moving into my new place last month but the last thing I've purchased. I was holding out on getting one 'donated' like the rest of the things in the apartment but my procrastination and outright laziness needed to come to an end. I've taken pretty much a month off for any serious work and it's time to get back on the train/bus/car/motobike that is moving forward. My latest investment is a table and I'm ready to work.

Happy 4th of July!!
 I celebrated America's independence by indulging in a delicious burger at one of the only places the sell real hamburgers. I splurged, most meals will run me anywhere from 35 cents to 2$... this one was almost $5 but so very worth it.

Largest papyia EVER brought to you by
Bonga Juice, Molyko, Buea.
For my birthday, a friend and I traveled North to Ngaoudéré in the Adamawa region of Cameroon. What a culturally different region! The vegetation and much of the scenery was similar to that of the South but the food and life style were quite contrasting.

A Peace Corps friend from Buea gave me the contact info of Walid, someone who lives up there and would probably show us around the town and what not.

Starting on the left and ending on the right: 16 hour train ride with 18 stops!
Welcome to the train ride from hell
When we arrived at the train station in Ngaoundéré, I called Walid and he came straight away to pick us up.


We were lucky enough to be put up in his guest room at his house. He even took us touring all around the Adamoua region...
Upon arrival we went a bit out of the city a small ranch that was build by one of Walid's friends, they are in the Rotary Club together and everyone was invited out to celebrate the completion of the ranch. We hiked around a bit, were fed delicious food and I learned a bit of Fulfulde. Fulfulde is the language spoken by the Fula or Fulani people. The Fulani are the largest ethnic group in all 3 regions in the North of Cameroon (Adamoua, North, Extreme North). They are are Islamic pastoralists. Although it is a Francophone region, Fulfulde is the common language and French is the language of formal education.

 Fulfulde Crash Course!!!

For those of you who are inspired to travel to West Africa.


Hello. Salaamu Aleykum (This is an Arabic phrase I heard first when in Senegal. It's used when entering an area and used in most Muslim dominated areas).
Hello. Sannu, Sannuko
How are you? Jam na?
How is your health? Jam bandu na?
Fine, thank you. Jam koo dume.
What is your name? Noy innde ma?
My name is ______. Innde am ______.  
Please. Useni.
Thank you. Useko.
You're welcome.  Koydum 
Yes. Ohoo.  
No. Kay.


First we went to Lake Tison (aka Lac Tizon). This is a volcanic crater lake not too far from Ngaoundéré. According to the locals, the lake changes color every now and then. Not too many people swim in the lake, the depth is unknown. We had the place to ourselves and hiking around for about 30-40min.

Lake Tizon



Lake Tizon


Vina Falls is after Lake Tison and not too much further down the same road (Meiganga road). It started to rain as we arrived to we werent able to hike around as I was hoping. It is about a 30m (~100ft) waterfall and really pumping right now since it is rainy season.



We headed to another crater lake called Lake Mbalang that is much less scenic and less popular


Walid brought us to hike Mount Ngaoundéré early one morning. We were hoping to get there for sunrise but missed it by about 30min. The view was still spectacular. If I ever lived in Ngaoundéré I would make hiking the mountain every morning my workout - it was a perfect work out and a rewarding view.

Mount Ngaoundéré: Some people say it looks like a breast and nipple...
View of Ngaoundéré from the top of the mountain.
Tello Falls are by far the most popular attraction in the area. On the weekends you can find plenty of expats and locals relaxing on the beach and even swimming. The smaller waterfall is perfect for a shower! It was even a beautiful hike down to the waterfall..

on our way down...

View from behind


Our friend Walid was so charmed by Monica and I that he named his new turtles after us:
Monnie and Toni!
I was challenged to a game of basketball...
I hadn't played since 2009..
 If I won, Walid would pay off my student loans. If he won, Monica and I would come back up for a visit...

I was a bit rusty at the start.. he won the first game and I killed him in the second (both up to 11). I was going to die from being so out of shape so we agreed that we would play the final game in August when I returned for Walid's birthday.
 
I spent my birthday amongst several Peace Corps volunteers who live in villages surrounding Ngaoundere. It was a really different experience being surrounded by 'white Westerners' - I'm not too sure I enjoyed it all that much. It's true what they say about Americans... they sure can be obnoxious! :D I hope I'm not like that...

The one good thing that came out of that night was meeting a beautiful young Laywer named Aysha. I was getting an egg sandwich before heading home for the night and she was waiting for hers. We struck up a converstaion (in French of course), talked about the North, Buea, the work I was doing, how much I LOVE Cameroon, and in the end... she invited me to her house the following day to try a local meal, Foloré and couscous. You might remember reading about Foloré from another blog post, but this one is food as opposed to a drink. And a scrumptious food it is!!

Aysha's son

Foloré and couscous!
When we came back from Adamoua... there was mouse droppings EVERY where, half of our food was eaten into and our clothes were moldy as heck. Here I am with a boot in my hand chasing the mouse around the house... I did end up getting it!

"THAT MOUSE WILL DIE!"

An old snapshot from a day visit to Limbe!

New Foods:

Foloré with 'couscous' (only found in the north!) (couscous is actually just fufu but its what the francophones call it)

I am running out of new foods because I have tried them all!


Update on my life...
My internship is over August 5th.
I dont know what I am doing with my life but I am learning to appreciate the 'place in the middle' as they call it in yoga.
The unknown... its exciting. I just have faith that everything will work out the way it is supposed to.
I am still on the job hunt. Had an interview with Youth Advocacy Network today. Wish me luck, if I get the job I will be in Buea until July 2014.
My Peace Corps application is about 1/3 of the way finished, I am waiting for my student loan providers to reply to my message so that I can continue.
All I know is... I am not ready to return to the USofA.
I came to Cameroon to gain a certain amount of experience and I dont feel like I have succeeded in gaining that.
And, when I go home, all I think about is leaving.




Now that I have a desk... be prepared for more consistent updates. 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Doctor Toni, Dancing in the Name of CAKE, Ugandan Conspiracies and My 1st Exam!


Before leaving on Sunday (26), Paul went to Dr. Debbie one more time to have his leg “packed” with gauze soaked in hydrogen peroxide. He described the feeling as a sharp pointy lighter burning the inside of your leg….sounds fun. Dr. Debbie said that I would have to repack it the next few days until he returned to Jinja J So far, Africa has made me Teacher Toni and Doctor Toni…have I mentioned that I love it here?

The ride from Jinja to Kampala and then from Kampala to Ndejje was more difficult that usual considering I had a giant box which contained a delicious smelling chocolate cake that read “Happy Birthday Toni!” Luckily I discovered my mistake of what matutu (shared taxi) to choose when going to and from Jinja. You must be INSIDE the taxi park to find the direct taxis. We arrived to my house just in time to take a nap and head up to Perrine’s house to get ready for the birthday party. They were all dressed very smart and I was wearing my new dress that Jacqueline had made for me!

cool dude
Soon the house began to fill with more and more children. There were two of them I didn’t even recognize…but the more the merrier!! The power had been out all day, so we partied African style. Jacques and his family couldn’t make it to the party, so after Paul and I left we stopped at his house to share the cake with his family.

Me and Paul excited for cake... (at least I was!)

Cutting the cake....

Waiting patiently for the goodies :)

Me, Paul, Peireen and Fabrice



Jullien and Eddy

Gradie (spelling?)
They made party hats :)
Gradie's party hat says "NOUS T'AIMONS TRES FORT" 
which in english means - We love you very strongly.

Here is a video that I edited which sums up my birthday celebration:

 

Monday (27), my real birth date, was amazing as well. I taught English as usual and then Paul and I headed to Kampala to eat at Lotus Mexicana Restaurant. We read about it in a Jinja/Kampala travel magazine and we couldn’t resist the temptation of margaritas. The passion fruit margarita was hands down the best drink I have ever had. (They used REAL fruit!!)


Enjoying an amazing drink with an
amazing man


Paul was having a great time too....
We took a boda back to Ndejje (we didn’t want to deal with the shared taxi) and the boda man clearly didn’t know where he was going and then he tried to over charge us – not going to happen. One thing that gets really old here is the consistency of people trying to rip you off and trying to get more money from you. One woman says 5,000ugx for a pineapple when I got one in Kampala last week for 900ugx!! They think white people are dumb and rich.

Tuesday (28) Paul came to school with me so Jacque and him could work on H.E.A.L – Uganda (the environmental organization they are trying to implement in Ndejje). I taught my two environmental classes and headed home at lunch because there was a huge storm that was about to hit. Jacques recommended that I cancel English class (no one would have came in the rain anyways) so Paul and I spent the afternoon with no power hanging out in the house. When it stopped raining Espoire and Shandraki came over to my house. Paul and I escorted them home when it got to be dark and their mother Jackie was home. She only speaks Swahili and Luganda, so we have to communicate through the boys. They all taught me how to make chapattis! It was fun. Chapattis are my favorite - they are a type of flat bread... between naan and a tortilla. They are good with EVERYthing.

Paul left Wednesday morning and since I had no classes in the morning I saw him off in Kampala. Wednesday-Friday the students at HOPE had their mid-term exams. I can’t believe how hard those things are! I didn’t even know some of the answers. The kids were telling me that all of the things that are asked on the exam aren’t always taught in class. Since there were exams, I only taught my English class to the adults, so now the P5 students are behind with the lesson. I had two new English students on Wednesday which was very refreshing. One of them finished school up to Senior-3 (which is probably similar to about 10th grade in the states). I think I will have to begin a separate class for this boy because he knows a lot of English and he can hold a conversation with me no problem. I told him that I wanted him to write me the story of his life, not so I could get to know him better, but so I could see where his weaknesses were in the English language and then we could go from there with our lessons.

This new student, Patrick, also told me some very interesting gossip about Uganda and Central Africa. He was explaining to me that Museveni (the current Uganda President) is half brothers with Paul Kagami (the current President of Rwanda) and that together they are becoming extremely rich and powerful because they are pretty much raping the Democratic Republic of the Congo (DRC) of its mineral wealth (diamonds, gold, etc). The Lords Resistance Army (LRA) has been committing numerous crimes against humanity throughout Central Africa for nearly 2 decades and the leader of the LRA is supposedly a man name Joseph Kony. Patrick was telling me that there really is no more Joseph Kony anymore...he was around at some point - but he is non-existent now. He was telling me that the work of the LRA is actually the work of Museveni. I know that the government is corrupt, but I just am not sure how corrupt. He was telling me stories of Museveni cutting off the noses of people who are not in support of him.

Uganda held elections in January and the opposing candidate was a man named Kizza Besigye. Apparently Museveni and Besigye used to be very good friends - but then something went wrong and ended their friendship. Some say that Besigye was the true winner of the elections and that Museveni took the Presidency by force - other say it was a fair election. Either way, Besigye has been a major leader and contributor to the popular "walk to work" protests. A few months earlier he was tear gasses and had rubber bullets shot at him.

Not sure what to believe, I think this news can be compared with saying that Osama Bin Laden has been dead for years and he wasn't behind 9/11. It is quite an interesting story though. There is some saying like...every lie begins with a kernel of truth. So you never know!

The weekend (1-3) went wonderful. We had power for almost half of the weekend!! I completed my English Exam that I planned to give out this week. It was very sunny too, so I laid in the sun and spent a lot of time with the kids from school. I also took my braids out... I started to do it by myself, but it was taking too long, so I went to a salon (there are probably 30 in Ndejje) and they only charged me 3000ugx ($1.25) to take them out. It took about 2hours and I lost about 1/4 of my hair, but I survived!


Shandraki having fun with my camera.
Ester and her sister visiting!

On Monday I had planned to give the English Exam, but I think the students were scared because only 3 showed up - so instead I just reviewed everything I was going to test them on. The Soccer Without Boarders (SWB) volunteers got a third volunteer named Cory. Since it was our countries independence day...we decided to get together and celebrate!! It was the third time any of us had attempted to cook African style...but it turned out amazing!! We had corn on the cob (bought that on the street), I brought over fruit salad (passion fruit, pineapple, mango, and banana) with strawberry and vanilla yogurt, I also brought over some potatoes so we could make french friends. Sarah was the queen of the pasta salad and then we had cooked cabbage as well. I was extremely impressed with out fourth of July meal. The only down side...we couldn't find fire works ANYWHERE!!! The walk home at 10pm was not fun though. They live about 2km away and was pretty much running. Don't want to do that again.

Yesterday (5) I had my two Environmental Education classes and I introduced my reward system chart that would help me determine which students were the top students that would be coming to Jinja at the end of term! You earn points by completing homework, participating in class, volunteering to be "on duty" during lunch/break time to make sure no one is littering and you can lose points is you are caught littering, if you are being disruptive in class, etc. They seem very very excited about this :) I also handed out the English exam. It isn't going as well as I hoped. In class they seem to know everything, but when it is on paper...they move much much slower. In 2 hours, only 1 woman had completed the test. So I excused her and told the others that they could go home and study and that they would complete it today. We shall see how that goes today...